Day 14- Letting Go

Good Evening!

This post is coming late in the evening. It has been one of those days. Well, its really been one of those months. Do you know what I am saying? I have so much to do that I sometimes feel like there is no way that I will get it all done. I do have it down to a system, though. As long as everything stays on a relative schedule I can get it all done. But nothing can go wrong. I can have no unforeseen company, no kids can sick, no pet issues, the phone cannot ring, and the kids must nap right on time. And no one can die! I figured out this system about a month and a half ago... the funny thing is that when I figured it out is when it all went wrong. At least in my eyes things were going wrong. The baby got sick, then the older one got sick, my uncle died, my mom injured her hamstring and was put on bedrest (in San Antonio) and our dog kept running away to the neighbors house. My system went to pot really quickly. My anxiety level was sky high. While I was in the thick of it I was overwhelmed with it all. But now that I can look back on that two weeks I can see that God had that in His plan for me the whole time. The week that the kids got sick and my uncle passed is the week that this blog was to begin. I felt so unprepared and on edge. I had big plans about how I was going to be sooo prepared for this blog bible study. But those were not Gods plans. When I have time to prepare it seems that I get in Gods way:) Time or lack of it is my '300'

Judges 7:7
The Lord said to Gideon, "I will deliver you with the 300 men, so let all the other people go."

'Randi, I will deliver you with only 30 minutes time. Don't worry that all of those hours are gone. You will get done what I need for you to get done."
 -God
 
This study has repeatedly told us that we must not fear! God is in control. We need to relax and do what He requires of us to do with a happy heart. 

When I lack ample time to complete my tasks I realize that I have enough time to complete His!

I love you ladies and I will see you tomorrow!

~Randi